what's wrong to me???

I had realize this situation a few weeks ago...i feel so weird about myself。。。

i had no idea what caused it...maybe lots pressure or wat???i dunno

i oso cnt sure about my own feelings..this is so crazy...

OMG..nobody gonna understand this kind of feeling...only i do...

maybe teddy was right..i got physical or mental problem....

i cry for that things..cause i felt sad...but because i care right???

but why when some other time..i always cold...mean to that???

clearly...i care but i act not to care...everything just say nvm..oo...oh...is ok..

i worry...but i act not to worry...let someone get hurt

i talk mean..i act cold blood...or i do really cold blood???i dunno

i dunno what's going on to me???i am lost???i not understand myself anymore

so there is no way other can understand me....my god...faint

but there is one thing im afraid ...but i not dare to find out the answer

cause i really dunno...Do i love you???or just a wrong feel???

im sorry...ya..i always do say i love you...but do i really mean it???or just 3words..so is easy to say out???

hell no...got somebody help me plzz???i felt very awful about myself in this way

but everytime did it..just start regret or wat....

Pancy..if u had view this post...plzz help me or tell me wat to do....

maybe i had think too much...is time to relax...i have to release my pressure....