today after woke up..felt very very tired...body pain too...

when reached school..saw teddy reached too...but saw him walked quite fast..maybe dun 

wan c tiok me...(i think)...felt a bit upset..but nvm..i had treat him that way..this is the way

he treat me bek...today we get better but we had a little time together nia

most of the time was not happy...cause im the trouble maker

after school..Alex fetch me n yy go Fresh for fruit tea...drink apple green tea..

then he fetch me home..thx for the ride..first time bek home without bag

cause mom suddenly chg plan say going to penang today...so ask Alex to 

put my bag inside his car...he say ok...n teddy took my water bottle back

after done preparing...start the journey to Penang...first went to Yi xiang biscuit shop

bought lots of biscuits there n took lots of picha..cause inside thr was really unique

after that..went to Gurney lur..aiyo..when step in there..there was so quiet...

less people nia...beh syok...hang around...saw a shoe frm Aldo...

love it so much..but not dare ask frm mom...it cost rm420 without any discount

shitt...cause is new arrival...n a dress try on it..like it but just seem normal

at last i dun wan buy too..dress for me just a waste..hehe

shopping for several hours...is time went to No Eyed Deer Restaurant/Bar

for our dinner celebration for my sister,jess...her sweet 13th birthday is on tmrw

supposed to celebrate on tmrw..but she is going to celebrate v her fren...

just now suddenly feel like wan drink beer...mom agree too...but at last

think tiok tmrw got school then forget it...when in holiday just go beach n drink

tell mom ..i wanna hav hair-cut...but she told me cut after holiday..aiyo..my hair dy

like xiao cha bor liao...no way...my fridge dy not nice le

on the way home..talk with mommy...but not yet start talk..already had argue le

i talk very loud to mommy...no matter wat i said...she just not agree v it

she say if im not serious to teddy..then can go ahead..but she scare i too

serious..then just get regret...she say she only will accept good background n good attitude

i say he had chg lots...but mom say she wont wrg...she knew that teddy is a very bad guy

she say before i with the guy...she had trust us..n she want to trust teddy too

but we had let her dissapointed..cause meet parents at school that time..make her shameful

i say we dun knw what will happen tmrw..me n him just a short journey..maybe

but she not allowed too...she say she just let him death penalty...

then nvm le lur..no nid bincang le..no matter wat i say is useless...im the loser

mom is the winner...i only can choose good background d...she dun wn her

daughter feel any susah...so...im very miserable

i need to think clearly...or maybe mom was right...i should listen to her...before i get regret

haiz.....why i will met teddy wor???

but now..still love teddy...muack...goodnight