wat happened???

Frm this morning...already promised to my teddy that hav breakfast 2gether

but at last..i cnt make it..so make my teddy felt disappointed....

then today the tuition class early dismissed...n my teddy say come to find me

but i refuse le...i oso dun knw why...i don't miss him anymore???

after...we walked around in bm...quite boring...hate boringness...

about 2 pm..me,sis n mom went to penang to meet auntie Kelly n Uncle Eric

wow...first...we went to sea port...when at sea port...so feel wan go to Langkawi Island nia

after visited...i feel wan to eat Cendol...so mom take me go Penang Road for Cendol

I wan eat Iceball...but the boss lazy to do...cause too mny customers...n i quit in a long line

after Cendol...Uncle say go to Padang there eat...cause thr got many choices n delicious too

reach there..of course..eat lok lok n char koey teow lah...hehe..n eat my lover Popiah

after fill up our stomach..yeah..shopping time...went to Gurney Plaza...

walked own v sis...hehe cause i wan go see mny things..that mom wont wan go see d

met Bryan v his gf...wow...new gf very cute leh...haha...aiyo...Bryan arh...

me n KJ break such a long time le..still always wan to say the past things...

we break until now..he oso got 2 gf liao lah....n his business i don't care..we juz fren now

skip skip skip

went to milk's skin...wow...love it...the lotion smells good..of course bought it lah..hehe

then still went to mny stalls n shopie...today not buy much lah..still ok nia

but dun hav much time to shop....din go to Topshop....Mng...superhero...fourskin...din go tiok

nvm lah...still got a weeks more d holiday sure got chance d....

but hate is i cnt get Jco yogurt...but get green tea ice-cream n starbucks....

today wan find mny things but din find tiok....nvm lah....not important n can save money ..haha

this is just for comfort myself nia...

when walked to new wings..met Mildred v her bf...ouchh...they looks sweet nia...

happy to see the sweet couple....wish u 2 can happy always n stay long long long lah

after shopping...went to starbucks again...haha...rest thr a while 

next stop is Northam Beach...went there so siok..cause got mny yum yum food

we order like crazy..just like the food is free...haha...only a few of us but order quite much

we order special fry tofu..century egg porridge...melaka seafood noodle...kampa curry mee...2 sets of beef n 

chicken cheese jumbo sausage...sweet corn...mash potato...fried oyster......n rojak frm gurney drive

walao...wan order steak d..but cnt eat le..too full..mom say next week juz go eat Jumbo sausage v pasta

in penang somewhere ...quite famous d...frm Uncle Jone Western Food....

after ate...went to Northam Beach thr d shop walk walk....saw a bag quite nice..love it

but the color not suit me...today saw 2 bags..like it..but because the colors nia...><

even though whole days at outside...but still got sms v my teddy....

today my teddy frm morning unhappy..wry..upset...feel weak until now

he fall asleep le...he say wan chat d...but really nvm...i understand  teddy really tired le

now hav good rest..tmrw bear juz chat v teddy...if we can face to face talk...more better

i really dun knw wat happen to my mind-set???out of problem???

teddy heard me say something then suddenly feel wry so much n sad

teddy...dun think so far yet..or teddy really cnt ctrl the thinking...then nvm

then bear will just promise teddy...bear will guai guai d...wont always hang out d even got car

cause bear always rmb that she had promise her teddy hubby that seldom hang out v fren

except v teddy...bear already try to avoid lots le..hope teddy cn understand bear

bear actually say no care or wat...but she really do care...she really care much about teddy

teddy whole day unhappy...bear oso hardly happy too...cause our heart think same thing

we connect d..rmb..if teddy unhappy...how  come bear will happy right???

bear juz dun wan teddy think so much...we must cherish the time now...so let the time

be happy momments...ok??? yap...bear admit that i always simply think too...

but because bear like tat le...so dun wan teddy too...when teddy always acc v bear...

bear wnt simply think le...cause feel safety...that's y bear need teddy all the time

If teddy love bear...then hold my hand all the time n dun loose ..

If not...plzzz just let me go...n find our own way to continue the life...

of course..not only teddy need to do that...bear will do it too...bear always will giv teddy support

bear say on fb le...always simply talk nia...mny d not truth..so if nt confirm...then dun simply

think n make yrself so upset.;...ok????i knw i am guai lan n wrg all the time..bt plzz forgive bear

the lost world not dun wan go lah...just wan qi Teddy nia...Bear really wish can go d...

but need plan first n faster book...cause bear this few days will busy of plan go 

for my Undang...so maybe wont get much time....n another reason of cnt go

cause mom say will take us go on next monday.,...so not bear dun wan....is because like that

Teddy...mom say so much about you...bear say sry....bear dun wan lie teddy...

just promise teddy...tell teddy all the things/...so bear said all it out...dun wry

n dun feel upset n giv it up...still got chance d...improve yrself...k???

nobody is perfect...but we do our best...prove for yr parents n my mom...

bear trust teddy can de...n bear dun like teddy be weak...teddy must be super...

bear wife will support teddy hubby de....muack...love you forever n much....

now almost 1am le...feel tired but cnt sleep..dunno why...n suddenly feel lonely....

hope teddy happy always n rmb bear always beside teddy....