thx Pancy

Pancy sis..thx very much..i am touch of yr passage for me

after view...i quite upset cause all of this happening...

i really dun wan all of this happened..but already did...but anyway really thx for yr support

like i said...i want to be good daughter n nice girlfriend....but is hard for me

i dun wan lost either one of them....i love them...i love my family..i love my Teddy too

As my sis...i am sure that you knew that this is my first time serious to a guy

at begin...i told you that me n him just play..after several times...i realize that 

i fall in love to this guy...he care me so much n i care him too....

because some problem...make me feel mad about myself n upset....

that time..i am really scare....suddenly feel so lonely in this home..in this world

i dun wan lost the trust frm my family....i oso wan like others...got love frm family

daddy far away ...long times cnt feel love frm daddy...guess wat???i miss him so much

mommy very take care my everything..cause happen this...i get grounded....everything changed lots

yap....pancy..you are right....frm begin...my teddy always wan mommy to accept him

but after this..everything ruin...mommy keep warning...no any relation v this guy

everytime talks bad about him n take lots of good example compare to him

i knw he is not the good one before..but he changes lots n lots....

what i knw is..he take care of me..he love me...he is special for me....

is that time will prove to mommy????i dun know...haiz

no matter what...i try my best ....waiting that day coming to me...the day that mom really accept him

pancy..you say that family just wan us to be happy...yap..but now...only surface looks happy

but truly happy...i really cant make it....i smile but not truly frm heart...

this is Life...this is the problem...how am i going to face it???i am fear...

always tell myself that i need to be strong...use smile to face the problem.....

Pancy...thankyou very much...thx for the support...good luck in Liverpool