problem pop out again~~~

haiz haiz haiz~~~tis few days dun knw wat happen

actually is happy de, but i just feel like unhappy

i dun knw why n oso dun knw wat happen to myself

i keep telling myself....dun wan dun wan dun wan

think too much~~~but i cant...i feel like???

i try to tell out, but oso cant, cause i not even knw wat

is the problem is??? i hate myself like tat!!!

but i knw someone knw wat happen to me~~~~

but, rinko, do u think is true???

i really scare i do....i stop myself to think about it~~~

before my life wont like tat de...after tis appearance, it makes

me feel happy n worry~~~wat the f**k~~~

sometimes, reaally feel like life is so kns~~~

why we cant live in the happy momment all the time???

need HELP HELP HELP~~~can i call 999???



frens~~~原谅我的糊涂我的直率~~~

有时对你们的伤害不是有心的~~~

有时我的忽略不是故意的~~~

我的冷漠与我的坏脾气都在你们的身上~~~

任何东西都有可能随着时间而改变~~~

所以只好顺其自然~~~

但是现在的我和我的心根本就是一个大大的问号？？？

我不懂我自己要的是什么~~~真的是失败~~~